God was bringing my attention to learn about Saint Faustina and her journey. Through the video, God reminded me that what God wanted Saint Faustina to do was seemingly simple – paint what she saw. However to her, it was anything but simple. It was really really difficult. I found a lot of comfort because I always feel the same way. What God wants me to do feels super difficult to me. Similar to the video I have flashes of thoughts that maybe God should choose someone else. I can’t do it. But yet not my will but Yours be done.

Some days later I mentioned to Mr A that God has been asking me to learn about Saint Faustina and Divine Mercy. I learnt that Stella Maris Catholic Church has a close relation to Saint Faustina and we were both like “wow now I know why God asked me to learn about Saint Faustina!” (will write about the divine meeting of Mr A in another post and the importance of Stella Maris Catholic Church to me). Basically everything is divinely linked!