10 Jun Called to be sent anywhere, all over again

During church service the Lord ministered and was speaking to me quite a lot. The sermon was about the Ethiopian eunuch, Philip the evangelist and Holy Spirit the empowerer.

I have been quite touched by the sermon, the worship and eventually during the song of response, lots of tears were rolling down.

The Lord is basically asking me again, will I agree to be sent anywhere.

At first my heart was resistant. I have just moved my family to Indonesia and there are a lot of things going on and we have not even started anything in my view.

Suddenly the Lord is asking this again. I have the exact same emotions, the resistance in my heart that I needed to overcome etc etc. Same thing that happen quite a few times in my life that led us to this current journey.

However as this isn’t our first time being asked by the Lord to lay down everything and agree to be sent anywhere, in a matter of less than 15 seconds, I told Him yes… ok… yes… I’ll go anywhere. It’s ok, I’ll go. It wasn’t a hearty, happy yes.. it’s more a “alright Lord, I’m willing, you settle with my family Yourself, with some tears rolling down”

In my sense and when I agree, I just sensed that maybe it’s a difficult place, maybe like middle east or africa.. something like that. But I said yes, all over again.

Later on I told my wife about it.

We don’t know when, what or where the Lord will send us.

What we know is the Lord asked and I said yes all over again.